These days I have been feeling a constant need to buy new clothes. Dont know why.. but I must stop myself. For the record, i know i have more than enough clothing. more than enough for my own good.
But everytime i dress, i keep thinking that i should get this or get that so it'll be more comfortable, that it'll look better, that i dont have enough basics, that my clothes are boring.
Arghhh it's an obsession i need to control. I have to STOP thinking that i need anymroe clothing. if anything, all i really need now is a good pair of sunglasses coz i am squinting whenever the sun shines on my face in the car. I have an old pair that irritates the hell out of me coz it sits on my cheeks that i refuse to wear it unless I really have to. like when i feel the sun is burning my eyes.
I ask myself why i keep feeling that i need more stuff, and various reasons come up. But when i look at them carefully, i dont think they are really justifiable. shopping is more of a lust thing for me.
Gee sometimes i feel like i dont even know myself. I've read and heard from many places that life is about discovering yourself. well how long will this journey of self-discovery be? quite frankly sometimes i'm sick of figuring myself out.
But at the same time, it's kinda fun....
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