Sunday, August 31, 2008

nice and blur

feeling a little like i've lost myself. well obvious reasons.. coz my life is merging with someone else. i shouldn't say that i am losing myself then. more of a change. different nice change.

sometimes i worry if it will last. i question myself on whether i could cope without, esp now that i am so confortable. but of course i tell myself that i have to cope no matter what happens. holding back will make me not enjoy it as much, but not holding back means i fall deeper and hence it'll be harder to get out of.

no matter what happens, i know my frens will be there for me. =) so i guess i can fall with ease..

p/s: i put on a pair of pants yesterday and realise that it's bloody tight now. FUCK!!! 2 possibilities.. either i have put on weight (highly likely) or i have toned up and become muscular again (also high on the list) either way.. SHIT!

1 comment:

dee said...

Babe! Just fall into it!