emo

I've never felt emotional in a while. Kinda sadistic that i miss this angry feeling i have right now. but then again i dont miss it alot.

I was set off by a tiny incident that took one email from 1 person and one sentence from another person on msn.

hence the shoutout "sometimes i just feel ike giving up"

i gave someone advice yesterday that i think i should use myself now. but i can't. i just can't. and now i feel like a hypocrite.

it's a small matter but it's been like this for a while. i wonder if it's my fault.

gosh this is soo not me...

just STOP, and forget it.

p/s: someone just walked thru my door and the sun is shinning bright again..