show me the money

Filled with frustration yet again. I absolutely hate worrying about money! arghh!!!!!

Having to pay double, no, triple rent for 2-3 months is no joke. Oh Please.. find me a housemate, either my sister or my friend or some stranger who will become a friend.

Least i got back some money from selling the things i own here. I still have yet to receive the money and need it soon.

Now I can't afford my painting set. that is just SAD. I'll be on computer playing spore. But i foresee myself getting bored of it. It's not sims after all.

A little angry with someone who made poor judgement to come here thinking that i will surely still live in melbourne. doesn't matter, I still need to pay rent anyway coz the newbie wont come till July. But then again if she wasn't going to come, i can get rent back for June! it's only fair if newbie wants to secure her rent. $737, GONE! fuck!

I hate to worry about money, and i hate it even more when i act this way. But i don't have a choice. If i was rich enough I will be very generous. but right now I am living on my savings from the past 3 years and I hate to see it fly away like that. 10k gone for rent and living expenses. FUCK!

I'm so glad mum is coming to help pay for my housing set up costs, like washing machine and fridge and etc. Kinda reminds me of first year when we have to be stingy on everything. arghhhh! hate it when money is concerned.

One day, I will make sure that money is no longer an issue in my life. One day, I will be free.