Motivation

I am terribly upset now. Horrified that he said those things and feeling that this is just so fucking unfair.

It is not my fault that you didn't have the foresight to see that you will be short staffed at the time when a new graduate is around. It is certainly not my fault that you didn't realise that a new graduate needs more than just 2 months before they can do on calls overnights and weekends on their own, including horse work.

How can you say that 'an animal left with me will die?' That my technical skills aren't up to speed? I know I am fine, my experience is that of a new graduate. I am already working on my own. It's just such an evil thing to say.

You say you feel horrible and its the first time you are doing this, yet you show no compassion when I told you about the lease I possibly have to break. NO NO No to any compensation, that the lease is none of your business. But it is, you gave me this job offer, hence i moved here.

You are evil, for the first time i see through you and I hate you. It's fair enough to say I cannot handle horse work in 2 months but say that an animal will die with me? WTF?

At least she was nice enough to call clinics around to ask if they needed anyone.

And your wife, the most FAKE person I have ever met. So lovely to me on my interview and even more nice and a fake way to me now.

Like i said yesterday, it has only been 3 weeks of my first employment and I already have felt the power of the BOSS in a life. And I so agree with Vinh that this is fucking motivation to be your own fucking boss.

BE YOUR OWN BOSS.