lessons...

Last Sunday, I learnt something. It was almost a moment of 'enlightenment'. I didn't feel angry or sad. Maybe just a little disappointed that it worked out to be like this. But for the first time, I felt calm. I accepted reality. That due to individual circumstances, things worked out the way they are now. No confrontation was needed. For it would achieve nothing.

Last Sunday, I also learnt that the world is cruel. When you want to whine and complain, to let all the shit that you are feeling out of your head, No one wants to listen. People like to think that they love to listen to your problems. But they don't. They drift away. So from now on, I shall keep my complains to myself as much as I can.

On Monday, I learnt that my grandfather got admitted into hospital. Yes, another family member. This time it was because he over-exterted himself holidaying with his mistress. I know he'l be ok. He has to be ok.

Yesterday, I learnt that my head vet thinks that I'm a good vet. I was very touched. Never thought in my life that she would say that to me. She told me that I should continue to practise. Now, that's encouragement.

Today, I learnt that the smarter you think you are, the more ignorant you become. I hope I will not be like this one day, or not already am.