feeling...

Sad...

sad that i feel like i don't get enough attention from some people as much as i'd like. facebook msges go unanswred, smses go unamswered, calls not returned. DO they secretly hate me and not want to tell me? I remember telling a friend once about effort. If it's not reciprocated, maybe you should just give up. but i haven't given up. I just keep trying. Sometimes i really get get tired. I give up for a while, but after a day or 2 i try again. This 'never say die' attitude is good i know. but it's heartbreaking at the same time.

sad that my brother does not take care of himself.

Sad that my parents left for KL today.

Sad thinking about how my siblings must be feeling every time my parents leave them here in sg for school.

Sad that the only way my grandma knows how to communicate with us is to yell and shout and scold.

But yesterday was a happy day. I went to sentosa with some friends, some whom i've not seen for a LONGGGGGGGGGG time. It was soo nice to be around my girlfriends.