i understand now

i made it! i graduated. i will let go of all hate regarding vet. now... aahhhhh...

my grad ceremony was. hmm.. oddly filled with regret. regret that i perhaps didnt enjoy it as much as i'd like. regret that i didn't make as many frens as i'd like as well. but nvm that. i'm here to talk about something else.

I know i havent been blogging much. i'm not sure why. but i think i do know why. i have someone to whine to now. i love this feeling. i understand now, i know it's only natural to want someone like this. it's human. this is what inspired sooo many love songs in the world. stories, literature, even war. i've never felt more complete. i'm afraid of what's to come for me in the future coz i finished sch. but i dont feel as scared. i love this feeling. and i love it even more now that he's on the plane away from me. it's crazy but i miss him already. oh gosh thank goodness he doesn't read this.

i can't wait to see him this saturday