not suitable?

I think God is very fair.

I have almost perfect skin. i get praise from every beautician i meet regarding my good skin. But today at the dentist and at the eye clinic, i see why i have such an advantage on my skin.

I've always had dental problems. but they can be fixed thankfully.

My eyes are another matter. I went for lasik eye surgery assessment today, and my astigmatism on my left eye is SO BAD, that it's not eligible for surgery. can you imagine? that's like 1 in how many thousand people? at first i decided not to do the surgery. then my mom and another lady convinced me to do the suitable eye, my right eye. she told me stories of how people in emergency situations were helpless without their vision when their glasses/contacts dropped/fell off. then i remember how i woke up this morning imagining what the world would look like if i woke up every morning being able to see. see the time on the clock on the wall, see my handphone, and not just one blob of blurrness everywhere. so i decided to go ahead.

again.. God is soo fair