I'm balling my eyes out watching Oprah. And she said something to me that struck me so hard. I'm pretty sure I knew this all along, somehow it just did not hit me until now. And that is, everyone, including myself, needs validation. To have a sense of worth. To feel wanted, heard and feel important in some one's life or throughout the world.
I've never felt appreciated at work, or at least my boss doesn't show it to me. Whatever the case, I am extremely unhappy. I don't look forward to the work anymore. Because I don't feel that it is worth my effort. I know and I feel that I am worth more than this. I deserve a better pay. I deserve a better lifestyle. I deserve to do more and influence more people.
She also spoke of the calling. Well, My calling now is to go home and be with my family. My calling is to be with my brother and sisters. My calling is to own a huge business empire and share this wealth, knowledge and influence with my family and friends. To share this wealth and wisdom and knowledge with the needy who are worthy.
For so long I have been unhappy. I've spend the last entire year stringing along my hum-drum life trying to find the perfect job, when it was an entirely different path all along. But no matter, regrets are a mere waste of time. I can only take what I've learnt and go from here.
Now time to plannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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Yay Ning! :)
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